long way to happy

"I've got a bad, bad feelin'
that is gonna be a fuckin' long way to happy,
(...) a long way to luv"

Still I got to hold on. I'm just tryin' to keep myself together, to not to lose my head.
It is almost one year from now, when You left me torn into pieces, I been throught a peroid of poverty. But I healed my wounds.
After all this time - a bit stronger, a bit smarter, so quit with Your demands, cause it's not the way, it supposed to be done right.

I can't believe I gave You last one shoot.

take care.